♦ 爱 = 哀? ♦

They say if you love something let it go
If it comes back it's yours and
That's how you know it's for keeps. <3

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Sorry for the lack of updating
Cuz i really had nothing to blog
Everyday's same feelings, same emo, same down
Repeat and repeating
What to blog
My life is bored
And and i don't wanna make others bored like me

These few days i was obviously
Like a GOD
Sleepless; eatless
But still that fat
Look at my stomach and some parts of my body
Farking full with fats and cholesterol T.T
I wanna keeeeeeeep fiiiiiiit
I want 24 inches waist
I want 38 kg
I want to wear mini skirt by showing nice feets
I want to become more skinniiiii
I want i want i want i want to have a nice body figure INSTEAD OF A CUP = ="
Huhu i must try to endure !!!

Say NO to sushi
Say NO to mcd
Say NO to seafood
Say NO to junkfood
Say NO to coke

By the way, CAN MEH ...... ? !
Lol......
It's ok i'll try hard
Gosh i don't wanna become a fat piggieeeeeeee
Trust me trust me i can do it!

* Omitofo. Amen. *

I wonder how's shan darling at jb
Erm...Hope she's fine right now.
Good luck ya

Babe how are you these few days?
Happy? sad? satisfy? boring?
......
Do you miss me?
I MISS YOU here...

Forget it
I know you don't feel the same

Gonna find something to do now
It's 8am early in the morning
TOLONG la...
Siong sien sei ngo meh......?!

Ciaoz. tata`

● Ya I Meant It ●

Suddenly i found a very nice chinese song.
But it seems like quite a old song
And i don't even know who's the artist. Lol.
Huhu...
Here we go...

火光 - 石康军

知道很傻 还是盼望 你会出现 送我出发
手机没响 背起梦想 一转过身 眷恋更深
明天 孤单会是脆弱或力量 想念 会解答

没月亮的海上 你是我的火光 找到逆风破浪的坚强
爱能到的地方 都不算是远方 我不怕

有了牵挂 容易迷惘 你用消失 要我遗忘
我猜我懂 你的想法 有些深爱 叫做隐藏
我们 掉的泪是感动或感伤 时间 会说话

回头望的泪眶 有最亮的火光 选择离开或许最恰当
你的爱放心上 随时都能出发 到远方 我不怕

回头望的泪眶 有最亮的火光 选择离开或许最恰当
你的爱放心上 随时都能出发 到远方 我不怕

你的爱放心上 随时都能出发 到远方 我不怕


Shan darlin' will going back to her hometown tomorrow
Darling are you ok?
I bet you must be very tired now
Remember to take good care of yourself
And i'm right here waiting for you to come back
Don't forget our plan =D
Cheers!

Hopefully everything will be alright soon
Insane.
Woaaahhhhhhhhhh~~~~~~

● I Don't Really Need A Title For Everything ●

.....
I had nothing to blog
Don't know what to say
Don't know what to do
Having gastric right now
But i don't have hard feeling on it

It's hard to get through the days
And i'm extremely suffered in these days

Speechless
......

You don't need to do like this
Why must neglect me like this
It hurts me alot
You don't even understand
How much you effecting my life
You made me can't sleep in the middle of the night
It's really hard to get into what you're thinking
Harder than everything
I was about to find you at your working place
But
......
Forget it

I just wanted to say that

I MISS YOU.

Gia Farrell - Stupid For You

My friends they say
They keep seeing you with someone else
And when i'm gone
You're invited, but you come alone
Experience is what i put up with,
But in my heart i always thought i had the perfect man
Accepted love
I thought you'd put a ring up on my hand
Who'd ever guess,
What i'm dealing with

And i'm so stupid for you
I can't face the truth
I must be your favourite fool
And i'm
I'm so into you
Loves cost me the blues
Cause i just don't wanna leave you

The doorbell rings
And she asked if she could come on in
She said i'm his girlfriend
And he's gonna give me everything
See if you wanna play
Then keep them away
Cause i'm too comfortable to let them move right in
I'll let you get away
Now after questioning where you've been

I'm so stupid for you
I don't know what to do
I must be your favourite fool
Just so stupid for you
Loves cost me the blues
Cause i just don't wanna leave you

I really wanna hear you say that you know just how it feels
To have it all and let it slip away, can't you see
Even though the moment's gone, I'm still holding on somehow
Wishing I could change the way the world goes round

What's love?
Do i mean anything to you?


Totally DROWN.

Please don't ask anything from me
I'm going to be crazy soon.

♣ Apologize ♣

Slept around 12something afternoon today.
Tired.
I was just...keep waking up and look at my phone.
Hope to see your name
and receive something that would make me feel better...
But at last i was disappointed.

I know you must be very stress cuz of me.
I'm sorry.
But can you talk nicely to me?
The attitude you showing me...
makes me feel dying.

I know i'm bad
I'm sorry
Sorry for everything
I understand that sorry doesn't cure anything
But i hope that
You're still mine and
I'm still yours

Things are keep changing but not including
My love for you.

Sorry for my selfishness
I need you to stay beside me
I really wish that you're still the same old you.
But it seems like harder than everything...
Please do not give up

Please
I beg you...

【Fade Away】

Nightmare again.
Tried my best to continue sleep but
NOT WORKS at all
I'm down.

You asked me to be strong and tough
But do you know that i'm afraid of being alone?
You don't know everything about it

It's really a sad matter for me
That
I'm unable to see you everyday
Even just once a week
But i'll just cherish it
I miss you like crazy everyday
I don't dare to find you at your working place
I just hide myself with blanket and pillow
And dropped my tears in the middle of the night
I'm trying to act like i don't care
I'm trying to act like i feel nothing
I'm trying to be strong infront of you
I don't wanna cried like just now
But what can i do
I can't endure anymore
You just left me behind perfunctorily
Without any comforts
It's definitely sarcastic

I'm disappointed.
It's freaking disappointed.
You ain't beside me even only few hours in a week.
I wiped my tears alone
And

NOW I REALIZED HOW TINY AM I IN YOUR HEART.

Why must keep repeating the same words, same sentences to me everytime?
You couldn't be a good boyfriend
You couldn't be a good husband
You couldn't be there for me when i need you
I must learn to be strong
And everything's gonna be alright
Bla bla bla
Why not trying to change and solve it besides talk alot of nonsense?

Now i'm telling you that
YA I'M CHILDISH
I need you every moment
I'm just a child who only knows how to cry and cry and cry
But no one could be able to repeat
What i've done to you
Do you agree?

YOU KNEW IT
YOU KNEW HOW MUCH I LOVE YOU.

Whenever we apart
I hold you deeply on my heart
Everyday i'm waiting for FRIDAY
What you know?
Only 'sorry'?
I would accept your 'sorry' if it really cures everything
But sorry
In fact it doesn't works at all
I know there's nothing much to say
Because tears will just speak it off
It's ok forget it
Just put the blame on me.

But, why must left me alone?
I didn't mean to blame you
I just wanna release my emo here...
Sorry
I know i'm irritating




TRUST ME
I DON'T KNOW HOW TO BE FINE.

♠ Shut Your Fuck Up ♠

YOU TOLD ME THAT YOU MISS ME

BUT

WHERE ARE YOU???

TELL ME WHERE ARE YOU???

ISN'T THAT VERY HARD FOR YOU TO FIND ME ONCE IN A WEEK?

WHERE ARE YOU?????

TELL ME WHAT YOU WANT ME TO DO??????

SHOULD I ANGRY???

YA I'M ANGRY

YOU'RE NEGLECTING ME AND

YOU JUST LEFT ME BEHIND

......

Do Not Disturb Thank You.

♥ 男人女人 Part2 ♥

很多男人不知道
女孩子對所愛的人發火後自己轉過身卻在不斷啜泣
其實很多男孩子都不知道
女孩子從來不會真正去生他們的氣
因為她是真的喜歡他在乎他。

其實很多男孩子都不知道，
女孩子只會對自己喜歡的男生嘮嘮叨叨
也只會對自己喜歡的人耍性子。

你要知道，
假若她不喜歡你
她根本不會來在乎你關心你
怕你做錯事情。

你要知道，
假若她不喜歡你
她根本不會對你發火不會對你撒嬌讓你哄她
在別人面前她都是淑女。

你要知道，
假若她不喜歡你
你根本就沒有本事讓她哭泣
讓她即使生氣也不會超過2天。

而這一切都只是因為她喜歡你，
而這一切都因為你還不夠在意她不夠懂她。

於是，
你們時常爭吵
你認為她脾氣不好
她認為你不夠遷就她。
於是，
你們總是冷戰
你以為她不喜歡你
她以為你不在乎她

於是，
你們總是莫名其妙的彼此錯過
也許擦身而過
本身就是一種悲傷著的無奈與幸福。

要知道，
淒美依然是美的一種
並且美的絢麗悲涼而滄桑
那是更加的美。

因為她喜歡你，
所以她偶爾對你發火
時常對你撒嬌。
因為她喜歡你，
所以她才會生你的氣
而又因為喜歡你
她才不會去生氣很久。

你可知道，
每個女孩子的心都是水晶做的
晶瑩剔透，
但是很容易就碰傷摔碎。

你可知道，
每個女孩子都是不設防的
你那麼輕易就闖進她的心
走的時候卻只留下傷害。
她從來都不知道，
這個世界上根本沒有可以讓她哭的人
因為真正值得她哭的那個根本捨不得讓她哭。

她會很矜持
她會很驕傲
她會很冷淡
她總是嘴裏說著你走開
心裏卻一直叫你留下。

請你張開你的耳朵
也請你打開你的心
去聽她心裏真正的呼喚
而不是她嘴裏的口是心非。

她會看著你轉身
然後她跟著你轉身
當側身而過的時候
你看不見她的淚
滂沱在臉上心裏。

如果你喜歡她
請你多陪她
如果你喜歡她
請你多寵她
如果你喜歡她
請你多讓她
如果你喜歡她
請你去聽聽她內心的聲音

在愛情裏，
總是彼此傷害
彷佛這樣才能證明自己愛得激烈愛到轟轟烈烈。
可是
愛情裏沒有誰對誰錯
愛情裏更加沒有你比我多我比你少。

你愛她，她愛你
如此就已經足夠
不要試圖讓彼此的傷害
讓彼此更加脆弱悲傷。
你們彼此相愛
你們需要的是溫暖是幸福是甜蜜是快樂
不是傷害。

不要用沈默宣戰
不要互不相讓
更不要什麼話都不講就冷漠離去
要知道
你離去的時候
你的眼睛起了霧
她的眼角泛著淚光
越是安靜戰火就越傳
這是冷戰也是彼此的傷害?
無論是怎麼的複合
那些傷口曾經存在，抹不去。

請給她一個擁抱
用你的擁抱去化解她心裏的悲傷與眼角的淚水
她喜歡你
她絕對不會拒絕你的擁抱
她只會害怕你的冷漠轉身無聲安靜

請記住
相愛的人不要輕易宣戰
因為冷戰帶來的傷害
超出你的預計。
也請記住
只要你喜歡她
沒有什麼是你接受不了的
只要你喜歡她
就喜歡她的一切一切。

I promise that i'll keep you till the end of my life.
Promise, without a doubt.
You asked me to trust you
But do you even trust yourself?
I knew that we both lost confidence on each other.
But trust me. I'm still trying my best.
Do you ever feel it?
It's dark outside...
It's...lonesome...
How if you're beside me now?
I bet i must be hugging you like a child =)

♥No One Can Get In The Way Of What I Feel For You♥

I may not see you as often as i like
I may not get to hold you in my arms all through the night
But deep in my heart
I truly know
You're the one that i love
And i won't let you go
Keep holding on
No regrets
Promise me that you not gonna leave me alone, ok?
Let's get back our memories together......

___I'm looking back on the things i've done
I never wanna play the same old part
I'll keep you in the dark``____

♥ 男人女人 Human Being Heartless ♥

Grandmother's story is coming soon.

Sorry that i felt miserable now.

你可知道
要女人卸妝
面對一個愛的人
是需要有很大的勇氣

你可知道
當女人讓男人
脫去自己的衣服
一絲不掛的在他面前
是需要多少的愛

你可知道
當你抱著她
說一句愛你
是多麼讓她感動的一件事情

你可知道
女人付出了一切
男人因為得到而不再去用心時
女人的心會撕裂成一片一片

你可知道
當女人頂著哭花的臉
走在街上
不管是不是有人再看她時
她的心已經快要死了

你可知道
當你離開她
不再接她電話
但要她每次按你的號碼時
是有著極大的期待與恐懼的

你可知道
女人的愛
男人的愛
最大的不同在於
男人忘不了初戀
但是.. 女人把每一次的愛情
當作是初戀,也是這輩子最後一個來愛

女人知道太多不該知道的事情
男人不知道太多該知道的事情
你說呢?

I figured out that tears couldn't

make somebody who was dead alive again.

There's another thing to learn about tears,

they can't make somebody who doesn't

love you anymore love you again.

I don't wanna talk about it

It makes me wanna cry

Everytime i pour out my emotions

I feel emptier inside

I don't know how to play it like i'm not in love with you

But i'll try

Eventhough i still do...Still miss you

Just like the air that i breathe

I need you with me

I'm not gonna lie

I can't imagine my life without you

But i suppose...I will survive

I'm not gonna play myself

Everytime my cell rings

Checking for your name

I promise that i'll never tell you how i feel

And i know that you don't feel the same

Did you think that you could hurt me so

I just gotta let you go

Everytime i find myself alone

Don't try to explain why your love's changed

Boy you really broke my heart this time

I won't let it takeaway my pride or who i have inside

Boy i'm torn between everything

How could i feel nothing

I woulda done nothing

If it would mean i could make you love me

You're still the one i need

But you still believe

We can never be...

I'll be fine, Don't worry about me.

I'll be okay...

Oh yeah i'm okay!!

So what now. Are you trying to mess with me?

Muahaha i'm not free to fuck with you.

I just wanna release my vexation hereeeee.

BARCELONA VS MU now. Bye.

♀ Hapiness...Congrats! ♂

Well...I'm so lazy being these few days.
Lazy to update my blog so =.=
And my line was kinda laggy these few days.
Arrrggghhhh...Made me moodless.
T____T having serious flu right now.
APER MACAM?!
I think i'm fine. Cuz i used to it...
So boring to having this kind of lifestyle...
GOD what do you want from me?
I'm JUST A KID... T___T

First of all. Congrats KAI and CHIRO!!
Eventhough we're not really close.
But i'm still feel happy with both of you!!
It's not easy to found the one u really love in the world...
All the best ya =)



=D I bet you both's baby must be a very cute 1! ^^
P/s: By the way kai you look weird in those pics! =X hahaha...
Anyway, Congrats congrats!!

Suddenly abit envy.
When's my turn? LOL!
But i got a same age daughter. Muahaha. (Tak tau malu langsung)
Ann don't ever try to escape. I mean YOU! Haha...
She's getting prettier and mature...
And i miss her so!!
I miss those time we had...
We play, we chat, we sing, we gossip, we criticize the teachers...
Every single things we did...
I'll keep deep inside my heart! =)
Haha...sometimes it's kinda fun when think back the past...

Hopefully you're alright now...
Stay cool ya! *huggies*

How many really know what love is?
Millions never will.
Do you know until you lose it?
That it's everything that we're looking for...

Appreciate everything around you!
Say NO to regret. (TAK NAK!!)

Babe babe...hehe... I LOVE YOU!! Muackss =)

____Promise that you'll love me
I want you to promise me
Love me like you'll never see me again
Like you'll never see me again``____

◤ Believe ◥

...It's 4am now...
Bored. Can't get into sleep...
So thinking to write some bullshits here...

Erm...Reached home around 1something.
Went damansara yamcha with a gang of p.w gamers just now.
Swt. It was so damn farking alot of ppl...kns =.=
I thought there're only around 10 orang
But when we reached there, i saw around 5 tables sticked together =.=!!
Lol. It's damn noisy there and it bored me so.
Some more i saw alot of 'seafood' (lala) and uncles.
Beh tahan laaaaaa...So bored.
KNS......%$#@&*%!!!!
But it's ok la...I think it'll be the last time for me.

Received babe's call while on the way going back home.
That stupid's stomach get hitted by football
And he kept saying very pain very pain...*Laogai-ing*
He's always like a baby. (Sikit-sikit sajer nangis bla bla bla =X)
But it's ok...
Cuz i'll be there for you. =)

NO MATTER U SOT ADI OR BECOME FATTY OR PASS AWAY.
Or bla bla bla like those questions u used to ask me...
Facts wouldn't change.
This i promise you.
So no need to be worry , ok?

I know that you kept the pain inside you
And i'm not too blind to know what are you thinking.
Someday i'll prove to you
That YOU are always the only one in my heart.
Gimme some time and trust me. I'm trying my best.

Goodnight my babe.
Sleep tight with your 'smelly' pillow.
I miss you.

___I love how you kiss
I love all you're sounds
And baby the way you make my world go round``____

【Sorry, Blame It On Me】

19/04/2008 9:35PM Sms From You: I'm not in the mood, leave me alone!
......

It's ok.
Sorry for my irritating.
You can put the blame on me whenever you feel moody.
IT'S OK.
I THINK I'M OK.

But please.
I don't know what happen with you.
Why must......? Why me......?
At least let me know the reason...?
What am i inside your heart...?
Speechless.
I don't feel like talking.
My mood was drown.
I'm so tired. But i can't sleep.
......
I miss you so much.
I miss the way you smile
The way you kiss me
The way you hug me
The way you...treat me?!

Are you sleeping right now?
Do you sleep tight?
I'm so worry. Worry everything about you. Zzzzzzz......
I'm just soooo LEBIH.

Speechless and sleepless night.

I know i should be tough...
Sorry, blame it on me.
Fuck myself. o0o!!
I was that CHILDISH and WEAK.

♠ Appreciation ♠

Babe thank you.
Thank you for everything...!!
I'll appreciate every precious moment between
You & Me.
*Muacks...*

I LOVE YOU.
I LOVE YOU...
I LOVE YOU!!!

very very much! =D

*P/S: Darling Look At Here.
I Won't Let You Leave Me Alone.

♥ For You My Darlin' Shan ♥

A nice song for you.
Check it out.
Love you always.

不值得 - 梦飞船

除了想你 除了爱你
我什么什么都愿意
翻开日记 整理心情
我真的真的想放弃
你始终没有爱过
你在敷衍我
一次一次忽略我的感受
我真的感到力不从心
无力继续
这感情 不值得我犹豫
不值得我考虑
不值得我爱过你
这种回忆 不值得我提起
不值得想起
不值得哭泣
这段感情 早就应该放弃
早就不该让我浪费时间找奇迹
这样的你 不值得我恨你
不值得我为你而坏了心情
我决定不为你而毁了心
放弃爱你

Be happy. =)

♥ Untitled ♥

Went out with my bestie yesterday.
Sux pavillion , sux rainy day , sux movie , sux donuts, everything's sux.
Realized alot of stuffs.
So hard to describe my feelin' now. Ghhhh .

I should admit that i'm nothing for you.
But...It's ok i won't give up.
Cuz i'm weak. Promise...
Who says 'big gals don't cry'?
Lol...Fergie you're sux! You sang sux song! LOL.
Oh ya by the way...i'm young! xD

Trust me i'll be a better one for u.
......
You're nothing but a lie.

____On the first day that I met you
I should have known to walk away
I should have told you you were crazy
And disappear without a trace
But instead I stood there waiting
Hoping you would come around
But you always found a way to let me down..._____

◤ Nonsense ◥

FUCK YOU CKZ

Who the fark you think you are?

God?

FUCK OFF and STAY THE HELL AWAY FROM ME.

I knew you guy farking bad stuff.

Don't beg anything from of me.

Zzzzzzzzzzzzzzz...

YA I MEAN YOU. SO WHAT?

t(-.-t) Damn.

I HATE YOU.

♀ 我不管 ♂

我不管

爱着你 爱着他 所有的恋人都一样

重叠在回忆和进行的爱中央

不是你 就是他 所有的结果都一样

幸福和背叛可以轻易的交换

我爱你这件事没有任何误差

只是忘了你的过去有多疯狂

我不管别人怎么去嘲笑这一段

就算爱到狼狈的像条狗一样

不明白的难道不可以想办法

把痛苦推给时光 等着你求我原谅

我不管哭得多惨眼泪多夸张

就算爱到最后过不了这一关

不相信地久天长为什么还要讲

只是我不管 爱你我不管

放过你 放过他 所有的安慰都一样

我不像你们这些人那么勇敢

想问你 想问他 无论答案是否牵强

比不上你的突然和我的慌张

我爱你这件事没有任何误差

只是忘了你的过去有多疯狂

我不管别人怎么去嘲笑这一段

就算爱到狼狈的像条狗一样

不明白的难道不可以想办法

把痛苦推给时光 等着你求我原谅

我不管哭得多惨眼泪多夸张

就算爱到最后过不了这一关

不相信地久天长为什么还要讲

只是我不管 爱你我不管

_____``Am i regretting?
I DON'T.
Don't expect too much from me
I'm not strong enough
to let go..._____

♣ Keep Holding On ♣

Suddenly i feeling to give up and runaway.
I felt tired.
I felt worthless.

Someone could lend me your shoulder pls?
Someone could tell me what can i do pls?
I felt tired...I'm tired...
It's not supposed to be like this.
Everything just...changed. Including those feeling between you and me.
Do you still need me?
I knew the answer.
All the while i'm just trying to give you everything best.
But it seems like really difficult to change the conclusion...
I think we used to be together right?

Babe pls leave me some confidence.
I can't afford to lose you.
I don't wanna lose you.
Pls. I beg you.
Trust me and trust yourself.
You deserve it...
Pls appreciate everything between us.
You're my boy. Not weather.
1 more last time i say,
I LOVE YOU.

I know this feeling won't go away til my life is through.
This i promise you. This i promise you...

____ Every single day I think about how we came all this way.
I'm sorry.______

● Irvine ●

I MISS YOU

Are you there?
Are you watching me?
As I lie here on this floor
They say you feel what I do
They say you're here every moment
Will you stay?
Stay 'till the darkness leaves
Stay here with me
I know you're busy, I know I'm just one
But you might be the only one who sees me
The only one to save me

Why is it so hard?
Why can't you just take me?
I don't have much to go
Before I fade completely

Can you feel how cold I am?
Do you cry as I do?
Are you lonely up there all by yourself?
Like I have felt all my life
The only one to save mine

How are you so strong?
What's it like to feel so free?
Your heart is really something
Your love, a complete mystery to me

Are you there watching me?
As I lie here on this floor
Do you cry, do you cry with me?
Cry with me tonight

Are you there?
Are you watching me?

___Sorry for everything i've done.
I really wish i could marry and born kids for you.
But. Do you really need me?
Really me? Only me?
You know,
Everything goes too hard and i got no more confidence.
I'm just...Imperfect.
Pls forgive my stupidity.
I know you knew me.
Glad that i never give up.
I just wanna be with you,
FOREVER.______

♦ The Day You Left ♦

It was the darkest nite i ever had.

I LOST MY WAY.

I'm lost in everything.

I'm lost.

I don't know what am i doing.

That's all.

Pls Stop Telling 'Sorry'.

No Cure.

Let me silent.

Thank Q.

___每个人都在笑我
笑我不知所措
每个人都说我们不会有结果____

♣ Thank You ♣

Interesting.
Going to delete frenster acc and stop blogging soon.
Don't ask me why and don't farking mess with me.

All the while i'm just a freaking fool.
Come and laugh and tease me over!
Go ahead and laugh as loud as you can!
Yea i'm a failure. So what?
FUCK YOU.

I'm just not good enough to make u love me much.
I'm just so stupid.
I'm just a nobody.
I'm just a piece of shit.
I'm just a moron that don't know everything.
I'm.....
I don't know what am i typing about.
So what? I guess you all must be very happy to c me being abandoned.

Boy thanks for acting like you cared
and make me feel like i was the only one.
I love you. Like what i did yesterday, last month, last year, 3years ago.
I don't wanna give up that i love you so much.
All of our memories just fade away.
It's great to know that you loved her.
Don't ever try to feel sorry to me.
I'm sick with your 'sorry' and what you know is only 'sorry' and 'sorry'...
Tell me what for you say sorry?
Tell me izit that 'sorry' will cure everything?
Tell me what do you feel when watching me fall down like this?
Tell me what do you feel when you're hugging and kissing me?
Tell me what you want me to do?
Tell me do you still loving and missing me?
Tell me why you make things so complicated and make my tears dropping nonstop...?

What what what....?! What can i do.
I don't know what am i doing right now.
I'll keep my promise that my love for you will never go away till the day i die.
This i promise you. It won't change.
Hold my hand when you think you could last long with me.
Everyone is laughing at me and saying me dumb, stupid, fool.
Do you think so?
I'm not going to disturb your life anymore.
I won't ask you to msg me every nite when you reach home
I won't ask you to sleep earlier
I won't call you every morning at 10am to wake you up
I won't remind you not to skip your lunch and dinner
I won't go your working place to see you when i miss you alot
I won't send those farking sms to you anymore
I won't be sticky anymore
I won't.....
I won't forget you and i don't regret.
I wish our story won't ended by today.
Everything goes too hard. Triffling.
Now, listen to me.
I love you. Forever. Trust me i can do it.
Pls. No more sorry to me. It's too late.....
Thanks for those sweet memories you trying to give me.
You're always my sweetest addiction.
THANK YOU for being my half.
THANK YOU.

It's so hard for me to accept everything you meant and said.
Hurt? It doesn't matter for me anymore.
My tears keep falling down like no ending...
How great is it if our story could be no ending.
Life's struggle.

Goodbye. My love.
You know...
Everything's A Mess.

___3 years? triffling.
That's what i mean...
HS + SH = ?_____