◤ Filler ◥

It's been a bad day but i'm getting used to it now
The fear of being alone again
Doesn't feel right at all
Some nights i stay up late and cry
In my life i feel not loved
Everyday seems like a battle
Sometimes everything can be so scary
Why can't i just be happy?
Why can't i just for once have a relationship good enough to boast about?

Really exhausted inside-out
How long do i need to hang on to something that i see no future in?
I felt so miserable and i started confused with myself
I don't wanna fall down
I hate argument
I hate to being neglected
I hate tearing
I'm sick of what peoples gossip about you
I hate it i hate it i hate everything
But
I LOVE YOU

Everything inside of me
like a nervous heart that is crazy beating

Tell me how am i supposed to mend it...