♣ The 22nd Day You Left ♣

It's 5pm now and I just reached home
I've been staying at outside for whole night
Don't ask where I go , with who and why .
I just wanna relax a-little bit
It's so hard for me to breath at home
Haha my parents seemed like dead worried about me



Hong . He's still the same old him .

Don't mis-un okay ... He's not my boy but ex-boyfriend .
Anyway , all the best to you .
Our memories would stay forever in my heart
We are friends , right ? =)

The only word that could describe my feeling now is ' complicated ' .
Nothing much .
Everything's became meaningless
I felt that I'd never love again .
My life . Just a one big mess and it's ... doomed .
My lungs kinda pain in these 2 days .
It supposed to be cure since half year ago
But now . Don't know what happen . Sigh .
Pain again . Wtf I don't want clinic = ="
BLOOD TEST IS TERRIBLE !!!
And the DOCTOR IS HORRIBLE !!!
I remember she said this to me before
" Wa ... Lost abit blood only wor like this also dizzy ah ? So weak meh ? "
Wtf I swear someday I'll shoot 9 DIE her if I got a shotgun .

Please do not ask me about how am I going to celebrate my birthday
I'm gonna stay at home with my pillow
Which named ' Justin ' on that day , satisfy ?
Damn . Birthday only what . What's the big deal ?
Just treat it as a broken dream and STFU .

DO NOT MENTION ANYTHING ABOUT MY BIRTHDAY

OR I'LL SMACK YOU 9 9 !!!

8 days remaining ...
Suffocation .