♣ Boy It's Time To Come Back - 31st Day ♣

I admit I'm getting old =_="

First of all , Happy Father's Day to my lovely + fatty daddy .
Seterusnya , Happy Birthday to my lengzai brother =)

Although today was father's day
I didn't celebrate it with my father instead of dinner with my laima's family .
Hey I'm not purposely leave my dad alone okay ?
He went paktoh with my mum again ...
So ... It's not my fault
And I'm always a good girl ^^ ( lying . shhh . = =" )
Phew ... Today ate alot of things
Wtfh it's my favourite seafood again ...
Hell I'm gonna become a fatty like my dad soon !
I don't understand why is everyone telling me that I'm skinny ?
Omg sight problem so serious ke ? LMAO !
Actually I didn't feel like dinner with laima's family
It's just because of I'm afraid of their nonstop powerful nagging skill
" Yan yan why don't you work ? "
" Go and study or learn something la ..."
" Your boyfriend leh ? Didn't come along ? "
" Don't you feel bored that always staying at home ? Go and get a job to spend your time ... "
Bla bla bla etc .
Uncles and aunties , I can almost memorize it already la ...
The only thing I could do is >>> =) [ fake smile ]
Or else what can I do ? Scold them " Oiii STFU la banyak bising !! " ?
Impossible right ... Sigh .
Please gimme some time and stop pressuring me .
Aiks . It's okay since I long time didn't meet them
And those stupid kids keep calling me ' auntie '
Farkiu meh ? Nowadays kids were so hak yan chang
Call ' lenglui jiejie ' cannot ga ? Must ' auntie ' ? ' Auntie ' sounds friendly abit ?
What the hack ... Made me always terpaksa to mention that I'm only 18 .

I felt glad to heard those words from you
At least you're letting me know that I am in your heart .
I was totally disappointed that you broke the promise we made ...
Again , again and again ...
You're just keep on repeating the same mistakes and made me down everytime .
I tried my best not to angry you , but sometimes ... Argghh sorry to tell you that I'm just a human .
I knew you always hope that you're the only one in my heart
Yes , you are .
Why can't you just be confident ?

I listen to the same song again and again and every line brings a meaning to me , to us .
To what used to be , to what could have been , to what's happening now .
Sometimes it makes me sad . And scared . And uncertain .

However . Now , all I know is
You're so far away from me
I'm here alone all the time and keep thinking about the memories and times we had together ...

Give us a chance .
Believe me , believe yourself , believe us .
Goodnight , I love you . I swear I do .
I'll prove it to you .